10 saturdays, 10 minutes

About time and relativity: 10 seconds, 10 minutes, 10 hours, 10 days, 10 weeks =10 Saturdays.... What can you do in this time? what can you live in this time? Reminds me of something B. misunderstood and asked: A week in a day? (Einen Tag in einer Woche?) Time and relativity ... and now I'm running against time. Now I have a light headache, that seems to be accompanying me every day (might be because of hunger?) and I'm listening to Mozart's Turkish March.

Now I have hunger. I can say that what I'm living right now is an extreme experience. I have felt psychological abuse, hunger and fear. Now only hunger remains. since I talked to her. I had to draw a line. It was an experience and I can say I'm proud. But hunger remains. Luckily, I always have a sun in my life. Now I will go to D (met him yesterday), because he and E will prepare food. (Don't forget to write a short profile of all the people (letters or animals) who have had an influence throughout this journey.

Something to remember:
Yesterday it was his B-day (the father's one) I have him a Douglas gift card (normally I would give this only to women, but in Germany not everything is so clear). Anyway as She is the man of the house...
Her B-day was a week ago, I gave her a gift Card for a book.... probably she will buy another criminal novel, because she enjoys them so much. Talk about clichés. Police who reads criminal novels...
I live in a Cliché right now, with a family that beliefs in clichés and that's the problem.... they generalize (in diesem Haus wird kein Turkish und kein Russich gesprochen).

But I have learned a lot, though hungry... I have learned.


I learned through E yesterday, that there's a law project in Belgium to forbid people to cover their faces. It must be a general law, for everyone, so no one can argue discrimination. Of course its against muslims... but then that means as well that no one can use customes, no masquerades, no carnival, no theatrical games.... This concerns freedom as well

I hope the tone of my blog will change as well., because along with the weather I'm feeling better.... but there are still things to do.... maybe I will laugh when I re-read my super dramatic previous posts.... but they are to avoid forgetting....

ok lets go and eat...